Thursday 15 October 2015

Where I am now?

Testing is not only test the software but also it teaches how to handle our life’s realistic problems. When I started to learn testing the first line I learnt is “Testing is questioning a product”. Not only for the product, we should ask the questions for everything like what, why, when, which, how. By asking these questions, we will get the information. We will act using that information. Learning is endless since it’s like an ocean. To learn something, we should not blindly believe what’s there on the book. Asking question is very important. 

My parents had told me not to ask questions to the elder. You should obey what elders asked you to do. But this is not the way to teach children to obey elders. My childhood dream is to build a school and I (I am the only teacher to the whole school) wanted to be a teacher in the school. Because I didn’t like the way they were teaching (some teacher’s way). There did not understand the concept instead writing notes and copying. Then by- heart the notes and vomiting in the examination. I was first in the class still I did not know what I deserved. That affects me in the higher classes and colleges. I started understanding the concepts instead by-hearting the book which made me in the next struggle. If I wanted to read or learn new things, I would prefer to read line by line of the book. If I skipped any page, I lost my continuation and dropped to read. These are all my mistakes which no one would find out. 

In my childhood, I had lots of aim like starting a school, crazy about restaurants, computer engineer. I was about to know about everything. I was not aware that one can know and do everything in this world. In my life, everything happened like a magic. After my schooling, got admission in Engineering college that too in electronics stream. At the final year of the college, I got to know what is engineering. Actually engineering is easy if I understand that in first year. Then I thought about to go for a job. But I did not know what I know that time. I was ready for any job. It’s all because of pressure. After schooling everyone asked what’s next? After college, where is the job? Till then I have not asked any question to anyone and not even to me. If I questioned on me to myself, would have got any answer. What if I got job or not? What matters to them? Nothing. 

While thinking about job, again one magic happened. Yes, Marriage. I did not know what I did in school, what I did in college and what about job. Everything was ZERO. Finally I decided to help my husband in his career. So I started learning testing. Till then I thought tester is a device which test the circuit board where power is available. My husband explained about software and the software will be tested by a tester. But if I am not get married, definitely I will not write this blog now. It’s all because of my husband, Ajay Balamurugadas and also Santhosh Tuppad. These two people are amazing and encouraged me a lot that I can do it. Testing is all about mind. Thinking in different way will help in testing. Actually I am but lazy in thinking. But I am improving. I have attended one conference. Really saying, I did not understand what they are talking about. I told to Ajay that I could not understand. He said that when you are attending more conference you will understand slowly. But I know why I cannot understand because I am not working for any concern. If I worked for a company, might be know the terms they are using. But there is one way to meet people. I am attending the meet-up conducted by test insane(https://testinsane.com/) where I can see many people who are working in different companies and they are sharing their experience about their work. There I come to know that somehow about company. The meet-up is really helpful for me. I am worried that I missed the opportunity to work with Santhosh Tuppad due to some reason. I I consoled myself everything is happening for a reason. Hope, my day will come.

I got a chance to go to Germany. Seriously, I was stunned that Germans are not aware of English. They speak only German. I thought that every foreigner knows English. I am not that much good at English but I am proud that I have known at least this much. But I like them really because they have not hesitated to speak anyone without knowing English. Hesitation blocked me many times. Still I am hesitating to tell these. But I am telling my mind “don’t hesitate”. I think we are complicating ourselves with our educational system and government. But nothing will change. So I am changing myself. I am keep asking Ajay how to learn testing. But I don’t like reading that much. I read not like book worm. I asked him that I need to learn testing practically not theoretically. I tried to read some books for testing but i could not understand the terms. He gave me one idea that daily test one app and report about that app. I have done with one app like that. It was interesting. By doing this, I came to know how to test various fields. Daily he gave me feedback about my report and teaches one testing approach and what tools used for what. It is really useful for me.

Finally, the decision what I made is really working. It is useful for me and also for my husband. Am I helping him in testing? Not really now. But in future we both will be a good pair in testing.

Thanks.